Thank you by simple plan

I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could come between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.

But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things I wish I’d never seen.

But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.

I’ll be the one you miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship, the good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - for all the times you let me down
So thank you - for lying to me,
So thank you - your friendship you can have it back

Sweet dream or a beatiful nightmare?

Anyway, I is back. Took a really long break. Hmm. Let's see, after A's was prom.

Interesting photo. Prom wasn't so bad. Food was good or at least, I thought it was worth it. 5 course meal and I got full after the 3rd. A lot of people looked good. Goes to show how much dressing up can do.
Photos on facebook, duhh.
Ok, so after prom was over, took a day off before going back to training .
Damn was I fat/slow/weak, not that im skinny/fast/strong now.
Since it's off season now, we've been doing a lot of running, swimming, and gym.
Not so much paddling.
Need to lose weight badly or at least lose the fats.
Exams sucks.
Oh well.
After a few weeks of training, I went to malaysia with the njc canoeing team, for a holiday, not training.
Genting was frikkin cold.
Temperature below 15 degrees with strong winds.
Gabriel and I did a half-naked mile in the cold weather.
Quite refreshing actually.
Following that, was the theme park.
For 44rm, spend the whole day playing with the rides.
The worst was the pirate house thingy, a failure.
The most heart pumping was space shot.
The most fun was flying coaster.
And the rest was so-so.
Then, we went to KL.
Stayed at Capitol hotel.
Because I'm poor, there was no shopping for me.
Only another theme park day at Times Square.
Not that bad.
On the last night, me and a few others played cards while the rest were either sleeping or drinking.
Loser had to do push ups, 10 per card.
I did a total of 1013 pushups that night.
After that, we walked to Petronas Twin tower, about half an hour walk.
Malaysia is quite creepy at night unlike Singapore.
Erm, and now I'm back here in my room, blogging.
Training will resume again on Monday.
Till then,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas (x3)
from the bottom of my heart.

FUCK!

Its all about growing up.

Voice in the head: "Time to grow up kid!"
Me:"OK OK! After A's I'll try my best."

Emotional by Diana DeGarmo

Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside
Sometimes I'm sad about everything
Sometimes I'm mad and break some things
Sorry times 10 but you just got in the way

Don't give up now running away
I won't hurt you
Sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy, but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional
[fade]

You say I'm just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I'm just a girl get use to it
No big deal
You can't change me why would you try?
I'm no angel but I can make you smile
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional

Don't give up
I won't hurt you
Oh, sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel oh yeah
That's when I need you
Sometimes I get emotional
[fade]

That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional

Last day

Today will be the last study day.

Outta here

I thought that we were forever
I guess I misunderstood
My fault for thinking you loved me
Or even thinking you ever could
Outta here - Esmee Denters



But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up im getting out of here
New perspective - Panic! at the Disco

DONT READ THIS

I'm sorry but i just feel like saying this:

FUCK THIS SHIT.
I DON'T FUCKING CARE.
SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS
WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU DISAPPEAR.
THIS IS SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP.
FUCK MAN.
I NEED TO GROW UP.

This is whats in my head right now and i just felt like letting it out.
A levels in 2 weeks.
FOCUS AIMAN!

Dont want to be just like you

Went to ngee ann poly to study today.
Really nice place to study.
Gonna try singapore poly tmr.
Dinner alone has never been so sick.

Thanks

Finally, I got my answer.